Indecent Posessive

guys, when i was taking my way to lunch today, i listened to some new song (at least new song for me) one of it was Dewi Lestari’s - Malaikat juga tahu.

here’s the lyric

MALAIKAT JUGA TAHU by Dewi Lestari

Lelahmu jadi lelahku juga

Bahagiamu bahagiaku juga

Berbagi takdir kita selalu

Kecuali tiap kau jatuh hati

Kali ini hampir habis dayaku

Membuktikan padamu ada cinta yang nyata

Setia hadir setiap hari

Tak tega biarkan kau sendiri

Meski seringkali kau malah asyik sendiri

Karena kau tak lihat terkadang malaikat

Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan

Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu

Malaikat juga tahu siapa yang jadi juaranya

Hampamu tak kan hilang semalam

Oleh pacar impian

Tetapi kesempatan untukku yang mungkin tak sempurna

Tapi siap untuk diuji

Kupercaya diri

Cintaku yang sejati

Namun tak kau lihat terkadang malaikat

Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan

Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu

Malaikat juga tahu siapa yang jadi juaranya

Kau selalu meminta terus kutemani

Engkau selalu bercanda andai wajahku diganti

Relakan ku pergi

Karna tak sanggup sendiri

Namun tak kau lihat terkadang malaikat

Tak bersayap tak cemerlang tak rupawan

Namun kasih ini silakan kau adu

Malaikat juga tahu Aku kan jadi juaranya..

after hearing this song, a lot of thing start to burst and floating in my mind, yeah a lot of thing. but i know one thing for sure, in love we don’t know what going to happen, not in a minute, not in a second, cause we’re no angel, all we can do is pray, and do what we believe it’s best and wait for it reaction and consequences. but the most important is we should and (MUST!) remain wise and big-hearted person.. hehehe.. c ya everyone..

there’s alot of sacrifice needed to win our beloved hearts. yet it the simplest task to do. huhuhu… huaaa… hahahah..

today is the 3rd day of Iedul Fitri, well, there is only 2 day of Iedul Fitri  but, ok let us roll. first of all i’ve been on my couch trying to take a nap and make this fever, cold, and cough go away but im tired of sleeping all day and “spectacularly” do nothing, and whats more is, im on my house… hello? i finally get back here hence IM SICKKK… and please god make me heal faster and let me party (hahahahahaha…) after all the fuss i’ve been brewing for about 2-3 weeks now i had my conclusion, im not gonna waste my time for those who doesn’t pay attention to me, and also WASTE their own time.once i had enough. i had ENOUGH.

recently, or at least i feel recently, some fellow of my friend were taking a distance toward me. really, now they’re grouping and well, just ignore me. i don’t know what i did , evenmore, i even do NOTHING, for the lst few weeks i only focus on my design, deadlines, gym activity, and Lineage II, i even take a less contact with them but not in a bad way, i mean i was working here and god knows what they’ve been thinking bout me.so tired but it’s okay. maybe later om gonna talk with them heart to heart, now let us roll to another topic.

a friend of mine really dont know where to give up. and GIVE IN. i dont get it why i’ve got alot of friend that really like being slapped up in the face and got their heart cutted in two. godknows

well, maybe that’s it for today, since my nose wont stop running with this influenza. goddd… im sick of this…

dot, need a glass of cough syrup and a GOOD NITE long REST.